Yes, that's right. What now? First my computer teacher tells me that my best friend is moving, so yeah I'm a little sad about that. Secondly I go on to the Emeraldmyst's wolf pack from the school computer and am told that I'm no longer welcome there (I WAS BAN FOR HAVING FUN WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?!). Thirdly I call Stephen and ask him why he didn't tell me and he said he didn't want to be the one who got questioned and yelled at. Fourth thing was I talked to my friend and find out that her parents caught her with her boyfriend, who by the way is hated by my parents, my youth leader, and her parents, and as punishment their shipping her out of state. Fifthly was that this all happened on my mother's BIRTHDAY. I cried for the the above reasons and currently I am still crying due to anger twords the pack founder and depressin for the loss of my best friend. So now I ask you, what should I do? I want to still be in the pack, I loved that pack with all my heart but the leader is just not as kind as she was last year. Ryan although is one of the only best friends I have left and has supported me through all of this. I give my heart out to all those who cared for me. And a note to the friend that was shipped out of state: Never look at the bad, keep your eyes on the future and all the good it holds in store for you.